it's enough.
and like you care.

; a little too late . 9:38 PM

slept for almost the whole day in class. so shiok. physics paper is SAI. physics remedial was so sian can.

cabbed down to watch DHS and SAC game. S fell. haiyo. SAC won in the end, by 4 only! that means, we are so wasted. bused back with sinyi, clara and jiaxin. went to bubble tea shop. si gay cai miao and charmaine joined too. jiaxin and si gay make a good pair, gay gay er ren zhu. laughed until want to die. then father fetched me home.

omg. cough and flu. wanna die already.

you're just so unfathomable.

; a little too late . 9:18 PM

happy birthday joanna!
happy birthday quraisha!

nice game today. so violent me. fouled 3 times! i rarely foul can!
coach: don't use your hands and chests to defend. why you all all like to use chest to defend? your chests that great meh. LOL.

thanks annabel, amelia and qingyuan for supporting. (:
ain't specially for me anymore.

; a little too late . 9:02 PM

all of a sudden, i feel so screwed for tomorrow. be it geog or game.
it'll be so pathetic.

; a little too late . 10:53 PM

wow, seems like it's the first time i'm home before 3 this year. so tired. fever came back last night. ): haha. woke up at 704 this morning! almost late. slept through most lessons today. haha. went to sickbay during emath. skipped amath remedial, went for lunch with joanna in the canteen. haha.

tampines tomorrow. tk jiayou jiayou jiayou!

; a little too late . 3:02 PM

feel so weak now. hope by tuesday, i'll be fine.

haven't started on my econ graded assignment and have to hand in first thing in the morning! geog elect feel so screwed. ):

; a little too late . 8:14 PM

running high fever.

it sucks to be sick and know that no one will be there.

; a little too late . 2:55 PM

econ test. came out inflation la. didn't know what the heck was that. was reading my notes last night and came across this line 'bad money drives out good money' haha.

training with coach today. haha. was funny esp the shooting part. it rained, so we mugged inside. then when it stopped, we came out and played 4on3. that's when weijia fell on me and sprained her ankle. poor her. we took turns piggybacking her. so good service seh. haha. take care la woman, i don't want to be alone sitting outside court during games. (:

homed with annabel. came to wait for her sister and father.

some people just don't know how lucky they are. learn to appreciate.

`now that she's gone.

; a little too late . 8:55 PM

dear mdm g has reverted back to her mean ways. sigh. HAHA. studied with jiaxin and annabel after chem remedial at the usual bubble tea shop. (:

i'm prepared to flunk econ tomorrow. ahhh. just hope they will only test on commercial and central banks.

andand i can't wait for 9TH FEB!

`cry me a river.

; a little too late . 9:17 PM

i feel so disappointed. emath result's so shit. and the physics paper that i studied hard for turned out so crap. just hope i'll pass.

lunched with jiaxin and annabel after the physics test.

If it's your favourite teacher= You will listen in class. but If it's her favourite and some teacher who she always screams JOJO = She never listen in class. How funny can Samantha be... (= quoted from joanna's blog. haha. i do listen kay! except she gets too boredd. haha.

so sleepy.

ceased to exist.

; a little too late . 8:18 PM

No warning of such a sad song
Of broken hearts
My dreams of fairy tales and fantasy,
Were torn apart
I lost my peace of mind
Somewhere along the way
I knew there's come a time
You'd hear me say I'm sick and tired
Of always being sick and tired

; a little too late . 10:48 PM

bedok north game today.

kfc-ed with grace and xuejun after that. xuejun claimed that our team's violent when she is herself! haha. waited with xuejun for her stead for a looong time. haha. went to interchange with grace.

thanks annabel for the drawing for the whole team. (:

sorry mates. i know i missed a lot of chances today. sorry.

; a little too late . 6:52 PM

HAPPIE HAPPIE SWEEEEET 16, LI PENG! ((:

what makes you think i'm not sick and tired of being the useless one.
but where do all the goals, determination and beliefs go to?
what's the point when all gave up. what can I do? what difference can i make.
so what's worth fighting for.
what's worth living for.

i hate it when you put me down like i'm so fucking useless.
`empty inside.

; a little too late . 9:05 PM

team!

on the way to dunman high game.

leong and me.

melody and me.

left: naturally cute. right: act cute. HAHA.

jiaxin and me at the landfill place.

4e2 plus the extra me there.

who who?!?!

singing buddies!

MC10.


random pic of me acting cute. (:

ohoh. happy birthday syuhaidah. (:

; a little too late . 9:28 PM

screwed up.
tried so hard, yet failed.
wanting to make you proud, yet got look down upon.
yet you're not the only one disappointed, i'm too.

; a little too late . 10:53 PM

was so damn sleepy today can. slpt in goh's lesson. haha.

my father came and watch my game today.(: came back to school after game for SST. sai. one of the jnrs asked me to shut up and attituded us like crap. ahhh. fitness after that. all our limbs were wobby.
yet i played like crap in the first quarter.
seriously i think she don't know how lucky she is. sigh. take care of your ankle, leong.
so what's the use of me when i don't even dare to attack.
so dreams eventually don't come true.

; a little too late . 8:47 PM

NE trip today. the only extra 4/1 girl with 9 others 4/2 people. haha. and we call ourselves MC10? haha. the trip was quite fun la. 45 mins ferry ride. anqi and i went mad singing jia gei wo. haha. pity jiaxin who sat next to us. haha. and i think i'm quite prone to injuring my leg. my ankle still hurts after wearing sy's shoes, i fell on my left knee yesterday, i knocked my right knee today when the bus braked suddenly. ahh.

thanks for the sweets! (:

jiayou tmr mates! we can do it.

; a little too late . 9:59 PM

i really feel like chopping her head off when i see her arrogant face. ahhh. and S's face too. i'm changing my mind about the cute thing. PUI. andand i stupidly scaped my knee when playing. ):

thanks annabel, jana, shi hua, amelia aka sai, patricia for supporting!

anyways. nice game today. extended time. although it's only one ball away, but we did our best already. jiayou for the next three games! (: tk jiayou!

; a little too late . 9:04 PM

happy birthday raihan!

i swear i'm damn lucky la. ms lui didn't ask me why i skipped remedial. okay, no more ponning! ehh. hopefully. haha. lunched at pizzahut with dumBEL, jiaxin and clara. i'm so broke for the next three days can. ):

thanks tania and jocelyn for your box of sweets and chocolates. really sweet 16th. =DD

Dunman High tomorrow. venue changed to bedok cc. jiayou mates! tk jiayou!
i want to get into next round. BADLY.

; a little too late . 8:45 PM

editted.

i'm sooo gonna die tomorrow, of ms lui and CAs.

thanks joell for the water bottle & eleanor&people for the shoe bag! (:

2 days more. stress ah. defence, defence, defence!

ahhh. damn it. i lost all my ss notes. i can barely stay awake, my eyes are closing. did i ever express my hatred for ss and emath? someone come and throw ice water on me. booo.

; a little too late . 11:51 PM

cca promotion today. my god la. as usual not much are interested. ahh. alley-ed, monkey-ed. haha. hafiza came back! haha. didn't see her for sometime already. then played badminton with clara on court. haha. then watched dance performance at the void deck.

lunched at pp pastamania with annabel. eeyer. szeying only brought one pair of shoes to lend jiaxin. i want to borrow basketball shoes man. i hate mine. then homed and tuitioned.

oh. fixtures' out. yayy. i predicted correctly! i guessed there'd be a match on next wednesday, and really there is. haha. okay, i still think the grouping sucks la.

fuck it. stop ordering me around like i'm your dog or something.
i'm not. it's sickening.

; a little too late . 10:28 PM

omfg. i don't know if i have done the wrong thing telling you.
does it really make it easier for you?
ahhh. but then so, what done, couldn't be undone right?

Keep Holding On

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know I wont give in
no I wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away I wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side I will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong

cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeahlalalalalalala...

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

; a little too late . 10:29 PM

two amath lessons in a row. class committee was selected today. hee. wasn't even paying attention at the briefing after school. was playing with pooh bear and the milk bottle. chelsea's so lame. haha.

pizza-hut with weijia jiaxin and clara. crapped so much. weijia and i decided to join sajc's swim team in future. HAHA. then went back met the rest, training was cancelled. so the four of us ran 20 rounds round classroom block. then played 4on4 at court in the rain. weijia came over, for a bath, then ate dinner. soon she left for her tuition. she's so gay laaa! cca promotion day tomorrow. mac breakfast!

oh thanks annabel for the milk bottle of mashmallow. (:

the dumb song is stuck in my head la.
zui ai ni de ren shi wo,
ni zen me she de wo nan guo,
zai wo zui xu yao ni de shi hou,
ni que bu shuo yi ju hua jiu zou.
HAHAHA.

; a little too late . 9:02 PM

In a dream,
Will you give your love to me?
Beg my broken heart to beat,
Save my life, change my mind.

; a little too late . 10:48 PM

finally, i'm home early. have been staying back in school for the whole week. and the best thing is, there's no one at home. peace and quietness at last!

was kept back for the whole of recess just doing some dumb experiments. and scalded my finger too. ): assembly was kinda dumb la. SST's postponed. b'div starts next week, haven't get our fixtures yet. eeyer.

just one more hit, i promise i can deal with it.
shutup bitchES.

; a little too late . 3:51 PM

i like ms lui's lesson. (:

training was tiring. two-man three-man five-man fast breaks were a total flop. feel so shi bai. bad passes, travels, etc.

thanks sinyi, jiaxin and grace for your presents! 'ten-carat diamond present.' haha. 50 plus packets of bee-bees, sweets, sanchais and 3 pads with notes on it. HAHA. ohh. and thanks for the shirt. ((:

groupings out. suck like hell please, why are we so suay. SAC, DUNMAN HIGH, BEDOK NORTH, TAMPINES.

read too much into it.
i don't wanna play. everything's going so crap. the hope of getting into second round seem to die off. least screening sense. crap.

; a little too late . 9:16 PM

my birthday cookie!


birthday ice-cream!

feel so pek chek for almost the whole day. eng ca and amath ca was alright i guess? though i had no time to do the graph. wastedd. swensens with clara, jiaxin, weena. feel quite gay with the balloon, but it's cute. (: then just came back from dinner with family. haha.

thanks to those who wished me. weena for her handmade sandwich, eleanor for her birdday msg and clearsil notes (a box of clearsil pimple cream which consists of 3 notes inside without the cream) more at her blog, clara&szeying for the toydog, lorraine, rai and ezza for the balloon. so touched that rachelTAN, dating partner remembered my birthday. thanks for the gift. thanks qing for your gift. and thank you too. ohoh. read jiaxin's blog! i'm QUEEN. heehee.

<33 you people. ((: hope the draw lots would turn out fine tomorrow. =X

i swear i feel damn played out.
fuck. why does today feel so ruined.

; a little too late . 9:28 PM

i feel like some spoiled brat.
at least they remembered right?
what pisses me off really bad is,
that un-informed thing.

oh. happy birthday to me! i'm finally sixteen! yayy. i'm feeling a little happier. and of course old. ): haha.

and especially ONGJIAXIN who claims her fingers almost broke from msging the birthday msg at 12 and vann jie for coming down today and passed me my gift. haha. yay.

omg, chris just wished me happy birthday. and he knew because someone else reminded him so as to let him know her birthday's after mine. T_T hahaha.

okay. i hope the day wouldn't be ruined.
but i think it was already half ruined.

; a little too late . 12:00 AM

been in a super high mood for the whole day except when i was in class. the pek chek-ness just got into me. thanks vann jie and anqi! (: <33

they concluded that tomorrow's wednesday. T_T training was tiring. damn shagged. i can barely get anything into my brain. my brain feels like it's gonna explode anytime. ahhh.

maybe it does seem so unreal afterall.

ohhh~ get high!
i'm pissed that you cancelled the thing without even informing me. thanks la. crap.

; a little too late . 9:45 PM

; cloud nine

If you want to live, let live.
If you want to go, let go.
I'm not afraid to dream, to sleep, sleep forever.
I don't need to touch the sky.
I just want to feel that high,
And you refuse to lift me.

Guess it wasn't real after all.
Guess it wasn't real all along.

If I fall and all is lost,
No light to lead the way,
Remember that all alone is where I belong.

In a dream,
Will you give your love to me?
Beg my broken heart to beat,
Save my life, change my mind.

If I fall and all is lost.
No light to lead the way.
Remember that all alone is where I belong.

; a little too late . 6:48 AM

pics!


grouppie!


spas faces!


poor eleanor.


so spas!


look who's acting tall.



awww..


sing sing! singing buddies!


spokewomen for pink dolphin and coke!


haha! i think i do look thin here. haha.

okay. i'm high. i think i'm in cloud twelve, even passing cloud nine. HAHAHA.

; a little too late . 8:10 PM

i'm so tired of math already.
ahhh. crap.
i'm afraid. of failing once again. omg.
time is running out. ahhh.

cloud nine.
falleninbetween.

; a little too late . 3:08 PM

i'm running out of time.
so fucking messed up.

Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
i need to escape.

; a little too late . 6:21 PM

morning assembly pinned up my hair like some kukuhead can! caught sight of jiaxin and melody laughing at me. T_T pinic at the bench was fun. played some games. had pizza. piggybacked lorraine cos she whinning away. haha! eleanor, you jealous i never piggyback you right! haha. post the pics another day.

walked with jiaxin for a longggg way before we found the correct exit. met clara. went buy some stuffs. saw quite a few people today. saw tania when we're crossing the road. haha. saw stephanie at the bus stop. then reached school bus stop saw lipeng! haha. then she asked me to go day&night and bought me 5 lolipops! thanks! ((:

went with clara to court, played ball. then went to the other court to play. mr yong and lixiao joined soon. grace and jiaxin too. went out with clara to buy drinks. wanted to watch campfire, but then decided to go home. i'm so tired.

cos damn it. you're right. so fucking messed up.

; a little too late . 8:55 PM

first day of school for me. didn't like my seat. luckily with joanna's help, i got to change. haha. now i'm sitting at the other end corner. i like there! heehee.

and other than my last year teachers, my other new teachers are not bad. i think ms lui and mrs thiong are good. ms wong and mr john are nice. haha. it's funny to see our whole row trying to clip our hair up before ms lui comes in for lesson. haha.

wanted to pon chem lesson after school. but went in the end. sinyi, clara, grace purposely tempt me with instant noodles, knowing i can't eat. so jiaxin and i went out to eat porridge. it's been porridge for the whole day. ): sat down talked about b'div, then realised we haven't hand in our particulars when chung chueng had. was so shocked cos we thought the draw-lots would be this week. so went to find mo lao shi then realised it's next week. scared for nothing.

it's so unspeakable.

; a little too late . 8:12 PM

didn't go school today. was sick. went to see doctor. had injection. ): and many pills. i'm refusing to take them. haha. anyways. got news that goh isn't my FM this year. yay! this year is gonna rock. but there's still lui. ):

ohoh. i pity aisyah. sigh. HAHA.

; a little too late . 8:56 PM

omg, i'm feeling so sick can. i think i ate something wrong again? woke up like don't know how many times to vomit, and had diarrhoea. plus headache. ahhhh. feel like dying. crap.

i don't want school tomorrow. ):

; a little too late . 12:30 PM

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

yayy. i make a good counselor. heehee. so bored. so did tests. the funniest one was i date like a man! HAHAHA.

; a little too late . 12:14 AM

my internet connection is driving me nuts. been trying and signing in and out for the past 3 hours. ahhhh.

anyways. happy new year!

; a little too late . 9:21 PM