fever last night. ): and it's not cos i don't eat veggie HOR!

english debate today. nice speeches.(: headed down vjc for heats. drenched in the rain. damnit. think my fever's gonna worsen or something. and they even made the sec1s run in the rain and they themselves have umbrellas. wth.

went parkway. tania's so zhong se qing you can! asked her to meet me, come and tell me she's dating. T_T studied at macs. yesyes. the guai me. heehee. yayy. father fetched. so don't need walk in the rain.

hana kimi so nice today. OMG WU ZUN'S SOOOO HOT! and and he definitely DON'T look like my the other best friend can!lol. andandand he wore number 12 when he played basketball in the show. YAYY.

just a silly girl with her hopes too high.

; a little too late . 9:16 PM

feel so sick now. so cold and throat hurts like shit laaa. must be screamed too much. haha. =/

didn't sleep well last night. ): first period in the morning, mdm goh came and took ms lui's period. T_T two econ lessons la dumbbb. chem was interesting for once. haha.

went watch game with jiaxin, clara and yiying. lol. was so exciting. stupid yiying accidentally spit 100plus on my face. arghs! then after that, they went tampines while i homed. heats tomorrow. sian ahh. ):

i feel so dumb please.

; a little too late . 8:30 PM

all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say.

; a little too late . 10:30 PM

omg i think my grandma is serious about moving house. =/

school's boring as usual. now our class moved down to 2e5 classroom. ahhh. i don't like to move. ): amath remedial. sat with shermaine tay. kept singing hana kimi songs with her. heehee.

pizza hut with jiaxin, yiying and clara. YUM YUM. but it burned a BIG hole in my pocket. broke. ): went to bubbletea shop. i did my homework there. so guai. heehee. conned no, yiying VOLUNTEERED to treat us bubbleteas right? heehee. szeying came after that.

i'm so freaking bored. JOJO! GET WELL SOON! ((:

; a little too late . 8:43 PM

i'm sorry. BUT.

i realised how screwed my results are. i just need ONE mark each to pass those three subjects. damn.

tuition-ed in the afternoon was so boring can. and i can't remember what i want to blog. i'm so not looking forward to school tomorrow.

i'm nothing near good.

holding on just to feel the same.

; a little too late . 8:10 PM

can't you see i want you
by the way i push you away?

and when i push you away
that's when i need you the most.

; a little too late . 11:49 PM

supposed to meet clara at 1220. but i was late. who knows she's even later than me can! went to novena. ate kfc. met up with jiaxin, szeying, weena, kaisin, sohhwee.

went to coach's house to bai nian. haha. played black jack. yayy. won alot of sy's money. cos i'm her jinx! heehee. talked. was so funny la. jiaxin was like imparting her LBG skills to me. but i'm not cut out to be one la. mrt ride was so funny. kept staring at the M18 people. heehee.

2 hours long ride of LRT, MRT and bus. and i lovelove long bus rides.

; a little too late . 9:22 PM

[editted]

legacy was so boring. need to write good things about your classmates. but the problem is i didn't talk to at least 7 people throughout the past year. like what to write?! anyways, after the commotion happened today, it made me think. what if s.

went to vjc for heats. lol. after that went with jiaxin and liying to watch some performance in the theater. but in the end we missed it. then went home.

i need to get over it man. anyways, it's just heats right.
i failed myself damn badly this time. fuck it.
went out for dinner with my aunt and cousins. so boring. lol. rushed home to watch hana kimi. WU ZUN! heehee.

Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

; a little too late . 10:09 PM

thought amath was in first period. went school early to chiong amath. but then goh came in and took the period. got back paper. last. woww.

went bubble tea shop after chem remedial with amelia, jiaxin and clara. szeying came afterwards. saw lipeng! lol. but she left soon after.

100m tomorrow. muscles are aching like hell, how to run? ): and i'll be up against victoria chou again. siannn.

it's a beautiful lie; it's a perfect denial

; a little too late . 8:08 PM

HAPPY SWEET 16 TO TANIA! ((:

deleted the previous post.

got back physics formative. surprisingly i passed without studying. yayy. but i still failed overall. which means i failed 5 subjects already. yayy. T_T spent the whole emath lesson reading wu zun's blog. HOT AHH! heehee.

training was tough at the first part. lol. afterwards was kinda okay. went bubble tea shop after that. szeying went too. haha. LBGs. heehee.

What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn’t take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

; a little too late . 8:47 PM

went to 2nd aunt house in the morning. was labelled as the anti-social. well, i don't know how to socialise with them when we only see each other like once a year? so we decided to play daidee and black jack. haha. won only 8 bucks while some won twenty over bucks. my uncle, being the poor banker, lost like forty over bucks la! lol.

went to ivan and kelvin's house. then headed to aunt ivy's house. lol. esther and gladys so cute! gladys who's only six, asked if i have any boyfriend not. lol. and they kept taking my phone to listen to songs and take photos. haha

`torn apart.

; a little too late . 8:09 PM

had a fun day but not exactly a fun night.

esther, gladys and aunt ivy they all came in the morning and i was still asleep! lol. then aunt fang they all came too. the most surprising thing was aunt jess, uncle jack and joe came to visit too! which they haven't for god knows how many years. haha. my lil uncle joe was so cute. he's my uncle yet he calls me jiejie. and he's like 7 years younger than me! lol.

played daidee. wanted to win enough money for a cheesecake. but too bad. in the end, i only won like ninety cents?! and jack won like 4 plus over dollars? they said my cheesecake ended up in jack's hands. ):

went to aunt angeline's. lol. baby ervin and bro's so cute can! heehee. at night went to tampines mall with my parent to catch just follow law. not bad la. the funniest part was the indian guy asked the boss: eh boss, how to spell VIP huh? HAHAHA. omg la! anyways, ONGJIAXIN! the shoes you chose for me broke down on me today! lol.

you have someone else, you don't need me.

; a little too late . 11:22 PM

i'm rottinggg, decomposingggg. fungus are about to grow alreadyyy.

haha. everyone came to my house to bai nian. but being the anti-social me, hid in the room and watched hana kimi. heehee. =x

kept eating today. and drank alcohol. haha. feel so piggy. but nevermind. diet after new year. heehee. anyways, it's the pig year! yayy. I WANT CHEESECAKE!


soooo cute right!

HAPPY PIGGY YEAR AND HAPPY PIGGING OUT!

the more simple it is, the more complex it gets.

; a little too late . 10:05 PM

we spent our whole live waiting.
but till then, i realised, we all have been waiting for nothing.
what an irony.

; a little too late . 11:27 PM

had such a boring day. jiaxin went to msia today. shi boring de wors.

; a little too late . 7:23 PM

don't read if you like to criticise so much.
cny celebration. 4/1 won the 1st and 2nd prize for decor and singing competition respectively. yayy! woots!

went bugis after school. somehow or so, i regretted asking her out. things didn't go the way i thought it would.

misunderstanding and disappointment.

; a little too late . 9:28 PM

the song wo yi zhi dou zai is stuck in my head.

slept in library with jiaxin. (haha. sounds wrong!) was so tired man. haha. chinese was so gay! i started gaying with lin lao shi. and she was afraid of my gay-ness and sa jiao-ness. haha!

cut my hair in the afternoon. then kfc-ed with jiaxin and clara. cam-whoring. haha. went to clara's house. watched hana kimi. WU ZUN! <33

i realised that this year's valentine's really sucked. not only for me, but also for three other people. sigh people. CHEERUP EH! ((:

translated version of wo yi zhi dou zai:
i've always been waiting behind you,
hoping one day you'd turn back and look at me.
i gave you my smile, hoping you'd be happy,
and give me all your sadness.
i'll cherish everything regarding you.

i've always been waiting behind you,
waiting for that one day you'd feel me there.
even if i'm as insignificant like dust in your world,
i'll still give you all my light and energy.

; a little too late . 9:02 PM

ups and downs.

what the heck is with the 'no effort put in for physics'. was so pissed/sad/disappointed during recess can! then received a msg afterwards which kind of made me high. haha.

ponned physics remedial after school. when i returned back to court, the juniors told me lipeng came and gave my vtine's day gift. haha. so i ran all the way outside and find her. luckily i found her and passed hers her. thanks babe! (:

training. was let off one hour early cos of the flowers we gave coach. haha. the last part was so horrible can. coach dropped jiaxin and i at mrt station. went tampines met her to pass her her present. had long john. walk walk around.

)):

anyways. thanks all for your presents! i love the candy machine!

; a little too late . 9:12 PM

omg. i hope i'm able to pass amath this time. ahhh. i bloody failed my chi can! like wth. ): jojo's moodswinging lately. T_T

anyways, i screwed my econs up quite badly this time. i almost wanted to hand in a blank sheet of paper. pp-ed after econs. bought vtine's day gifts. and bought coach a bouquet of sunflower. ahhh. I WANT LILIES! or tulips. heehee.

they came over to my house to wrap the stuffs. but i haven't even finished like half of it la! ahhh.

hope.

; a little too late . 8:46 PM

my grandfather's coming back again from china.

physics formative sucks. okay. i spent the whole of last night watching my wu zun(: HEEHEE. slp in class is sooo shiok ah! haha. amath remedial is really boring.

went look for amelia. chatted for quite sometime. then went rec trg for a while. surprisingly xinxuan went too. HEEHEE. then went off with amelia to bubble tea shop. she left soon, leaving me alone there for one whole hour. so sad. )):
ONG JIAXIN YOU BETTER BE GRATEFUL KAY! I WAITED THREE WHOLE HOURS FOR YOU! I WANT BUBBLE TEA! HEEHEE!

ask or not?

; a little too late . 8:51 PM

so tired. was msging until 2plus last night. yawns.

went somewhere near clara's house for breakfast today. saw clara there too. haha.

tuition sucked today. almost went bonkers with amath. ahhh. physics formative tmr. amath and econ on tuesday. suck la.

andand i'm too hooked on HANA KIMI! WU ZUN! YAYY. LOVES!((:

; a little too late . 9:14 PM

bugis with jiaxin and clara. saw this couple on the bus on my way there. they kept making out throughout the whole bus ride can! and i don't dare to look straight so i couldn't see them. haha.

bought 2 more shirts and one pair of shorts. and changed my bag. haha. okay! i should stop buying shirts already! heehee. towned to watch the 3on3 games. liying joined us for lunch. had fun teasing. made her treat me ice-cream. but being the nice me, returned her the money eventually. and she still claimed i'm weird! the best thing happened today: i saw..............
GERALDINE!! YAYY! omg omg omg! she was at the 3on3 place, then i started taking out mine, szeying's and liying's phone to take photos. HAHA.

somehow liying made me say happy birthday to S. and somehow or so, she suddenly appeared at taka too which kinda surprised me. everything seemed to go funny after that can!

met joell later near her house then came back for tuition.

; a little too late . 10:45 PM

OHMY GOD. BEDOK NORTH GOT DISQUALIFIED AND DUNMAN HIGH FREAKING GOT IN?!?!
we're so freaking wasted. DAMNIT.

anyways. i just remembered it's been ONEYEAR woman! HAHA. =DD

; a little too late . 10:40 PM

actually had a long post in mind. then again, forget it. i'm lazy.

was so damn confident. yet. failed by 2.5. damn it.

thanks amelia. (:

congrats to the sec4s. vann! when are we going to celebrate for you?! YOUR TREAT! heehee. =DD

; a little too late . 8:57 PM

the long gone fucked up feeling is back again.
sorry that i'm acting so abnormally tonight.

; a little too late . 11:14 PM

i'm beginning to hate amath. and ECONS. i don't understand mdm G you know. i have damnit explained so many times that i didn't go for her stupid remedials cos i had competition or was on MC. she had to go on ranting and ranting, asking me to see her for times just for my absence for her remedials WITH valid reasons. damn it, just shut up. and the reason why i refused to go to you for some damn help cos i know after that, you're gonna criticise me for being whatever fucking reasons you can come up with.

was feeling so low after econs, good thing rachelTAN was there. (: the gary speaker we had today was so damn gay can! and he brightened up my day! i find his talk highly entertaining and amusing! although mrs cheong obviously thinks otherwise.

bugis with jiaxin and clara. shopped for so long then finally found a white dress. (yesyes. sam wears dress too)

tmr. A1 ahhhh.

; a little too late . 9:39 PM

brought up to heaven but then to drop down to hell.
fuck it.

I THINK I'M AUTISTIC!

; a little too late . 11:01 PM

i knew they will talk about me being gay carrying amelia's bag! and when she was making announcement today, i was half expecting to hear something. haha! free period for geog, busy chionging my ss.

i think jiaxin is over-panic about fri! haha. chi test is a killer man. so difficult. i can't believe that ms wong let me off when i told her i forgot to go for remedial. amath is getting more and more boring! emath ST is quite easy. amath remedial is so ZZZ.

weijia and i didn't train. went out pack chicken rice for coach. grace is super the gay today can! bubble teashop after training. saw the her today. stunned. felt so uncomfortable can. arghs. yet the irony is, we don't know each other!

and all i could do is to lie.

; a little too late . 9:48 PM

i can't believe that i failed my geog so badly. and i failed by 2 for combined humans. suck. and i totally missed one whole subtopic for chem.

had an enjoyable afternoon with qingyuan, amelia and annabel. haha. omg la. i'll just drop dead if whatever we predicted today happen tomorrow. 20-odd missed call dialled. haha. can't wait to see if amelia make any blunder tomorrow. lol. she walked the same way with me home and then she walked all the way to east shore. T_T haha.

omg. 3 days more to 9th. can't wait.

i feel damn unappreciated.

; a little too late . 8:22 PM

school today. i failed econs! okay. expected la. but but i was quite surprised that i actually passed my ss! just hope for the best for geog.

i hate having chem lab before recess. ms ho will just drag till half the recess is gone. went to 3rd level look for amelia after school. haha. omg. she's such a retard. i bet she's damn happy la. then geog remedial after that. hate the contours and everything. yuck.

cheerup! (:

; a little too late . 8:16 PM

i still feel so sick.
don't feel like training tomorrow. ):

and i don't know what's with me either. talking about rumors eh.

; a little too late . 8:11 PM