pictures yesterday!




POKEEEEEE.




retarded grace!


they are the ahma zui!

; a little too late . 11:05 PM

gay lunch with teammates and juniors. super high that they thought i was drunk.

sports day. rained. aisyah and i ran around the whole stadium trying to find mdm goh to dance with her. but she was gone already.

anyways nice run, eleanor, kellyn, daphne, elizabeth, divya. and grace, jiaxin and yiying, we've done our best. so yeah. blame it on the stupid person who stood in my lane, obstructing my run. i can't stand it. it's just in a split second and we lost our third position to badminton. anyway, xiaoqi told me after that, i overtook 3-4 people. so yayy. although we got second last for 4by400, i'm still happy cos i finally finally beat that woman.

i can't stand those people who are so selfish. anyways glad that we have sorted out our differences already eh.

i'm gonna die at such a young age. tomorrow. ):

let's go back
back to the beginning
back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

; a little too late . 10:21 PM

before assembly the principal and vice principal came to our class to talk about econ results. which makes me think, should i actually continue econ? afterall, i have stopped listening since 6 months ago.

assembly. we were the only ones who cheered for lemon. haha. and they dared me to cheer for blueberry which obvious i didn't dare. HAHA.

pp with raihan after remedial. got my new calculator. bought presents. i'm SO broke now. ): and we had a pact. if we manage to do better than term 1, i will get her the spongebob socks for her belated present and she'll buy me famous amos(:

sports day tmr. ))): jiayou people.

; a little too late . 7:52 PM

zomg. i hate her so much. out of so many people, she only separate our group. i can't believe i ever said she's good. and physics just pisses me off more. ahhh.

oh. and i did my dare today! haha. the shock on her face was priceless! haha. okay, another dare to go. yiying's the most retarded person on earth cos she don't dare to go home cos there're people. T_T the sports day plan this year suck to the core.

tuition later. ): oh good luck cdiv for the friendly against CHIJ tp tmr. (:

; a little too late . 3:56 PM

embarrassing day!

NUMBERONE: was drenched today. so decided to blow myself dry before i go for physics. at the other side toilet, bluberry lollipop came in, imagine the shock on my face! LOL!

NUMBERTWO: joanna was sharing some gossips with me. so i said, jo! i got a lot of questions to ask you later haha. then at the same time, johara said there'll be a spa practical tomorrow. and she heard what i said. so she was like: so samantha! you have alot of question to ask isit. about spa? tell you pay attention in class already then never, now tmr spa then got alot to ask. the class burst out laughing la!

NUMBERTHREE: during recess, i wanted to tell weijia: na tian ni zou de zao(that day you left early), but then i said 'na tian ni zao de zou' then they were like are you damn sure you get a1 for chinese! wahlao. in the end, thanks to me they are confused about the zao de zou and zou de zao.

geog remedial was sian-ded. someone asked me how do i actually survive sitting at the corner of the class. cos apparently, i do not talk to anyone except a couple of thankyous and sorrys when i move in and out the place. well. haha.

pizzahut after school. lol. my uncle joe's so cute. he came and visit. lol and he called me jie jie. T_T ohhhh. did i say during physics, i was staring and staring at ms J then suddenly a vampire image came to my mind! haha. watched too much twins effect already.

VAMPIRE VAMPIRE! ((:

; a little too late . 9:44 PM

lol. i finally finally revealed my identity. haha. no fun already.

back to homework. =X

; a little too late . 8:34 PM

spent my whole morning and afternoon reading if tomorrow comes. and it's darn nice. so hooked on it can. and it's like the first time i read finish a book so quickly.

was so pissed with that dumb insensitive wongyingquan just now. heehee but somehow later, he actually said something that made sense to me for once. yeah, so thanks wong.

all or nothing.

; a little too late . 11:05 PM

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cos I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cos you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cos I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

i can't believe i'm actually waiting. haha

; a little too late . 12:12 AM

econ test first period. and i didn't know about it. so anyhow tikam lor. chem spa's so screwed. ): went for econ remedial for 20 minutes only haha. i didn't do my dare today. sheesh.

packed chicken rice and coffee for coach to cheer her up. the five of us shared 2 packets of chicken rice among ourselves. haha. weena and i have telepathy. we're unique! (: fun playing with coach. gossipgossip. then it started raining. weijia left. the rest went up to second level to train. ran up and down the staircase, jump jump. physical training was sooo tiring but it was fun. i'm drenched in my own rain can. eeyer miss coach. ):

soooo tired. they are scaring me with all those mid-year stuffs. shall go study. well, hopefully. mid-years in a month's time! =X

; a little too late . 9:03 PM

i feel like a fool.

stayed in class during pe. cihui and vyl nagged and nagged about studying hard etc. lol. went bubble tea shop after school to stone for a while. then decided we all want to save money so went home. SLEEEEEEP.

i kinda get what's going on now.

; a little too late . 6:41 PM

bad day.

school sucks. well, it never rocks. jojo says she's gonna call my parent. T_T andand i can't stand my math teacher any longer. ahhh.

wanted to go for physics remedial but stalk aka chermaine says if i pass one of the papers i don't need to go. so in the end, i didn't go. then my aunt called and say my grandma's in the hospital. so went to hospital to visit her. sighh. too tired to go for the qian xi vs homeunited game already.

i can't help but think about it. if i did not persist, would i be happier?
i'm afraid i can't take this anymore. fuck it.

; a little too late . 5:51 PM

led a superr pek chek day today. every small little thing seemed to be able to piss me off.

physics sucks, econ sucks too. what the hell. after school was quite enjoyable though. went bubble tea shop to eat. weijia, jiaxin, wee and me shared this cake, yumyum. they claim i'm weird cos i eat funny stuffs. andand i don't eat vegetables when i eat subway. heehee.

tuition was quite fun and slack. yayy. it's raining now.

deafening silence.
save me.

; a little too late . 10:40 PM

i'm so frustrated and pissed with everything around me now.
andand i can't fucking seem to know how to do my work.

; a little too late . 9:34 PM

had less than 4 hours of sleep last night. sian.

handed in my chinese compo. lin lao shi: wah. so guai ah. tian yao ta xia lai le[the sky's gonna collasp already] T_T

life is sad with remedials, especially amath. sian ahh.

zomg so tired can. i want to SLEEEEEP. but there's so much things to do. ): ahhhh. and i just remembered i forgot to hand in my ss. so much for chionging during eng. ):

SLEEEEEP.

; a little too late . 8:27 PM

zomg. i haven't finished my work. and i'm gonna start SOON. school's starting tomorrow. ): yay slack driver and durain.

and i feel so guilty now. i'm helping two people hiding things from each other, to prevent something bad to happen. yet. i don't know if i'm doing the right thing.
tell me, someone, just tell me how am i supposed to put things right?

; a little too late . 9:38 PM

okay. since there're so many complains, i shall take away the password thingy.

JIAXIN STOP COMPLAINING! not my fault! heehee.

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zomg. i tried to start on my work. but i ended up here. arghs. can't concentrate. damn. ):

; a little too late . 11:27 PM

been slacking the day off. sianxz worxz. piles of work waiting for me to do. and school's starting in 3 days time. )):







don't bother anymore.

; a little too late . 10:07 PM

just came back from school. i, for once, was early. 4 hours of amath really a killer. saw my dearest durain! she asked me to go school tomorrow for econs. hell no, i'll just drop dead can. so tired. should i drop econs? hmm.

went parkway alone. cos apparently shermaine tay PSKPSPQ. heehee. go figure. walked around from 12-1 alone like a total retard while waiting for clara and jiaxin. kfc-ed. szeying came. couple t-shirts. tsktsk. lol!

i was half an hour late for the stupid counsel thingy thanks to jiaxin cos she can't decide if she should buy the adidas shirt not. the green adidas bag is nice!

went back school to see mrs yeo. one and half hour talk. T_T oops. and i used some people's names. so jiaxin, clara, annabel and joanna, if she ever hunt you down, it's not my fault! heehee. =X

don't give up even you had failed once.
but what if you tried and tried, nothing you hoped come out of it, do you still continue?

; a little too late . 4:53 PM

i'm late for amath for half an hour again! andand this time i swear i really thought it starts at 830! anyway we were let off an hour earlier.

homed. then out again to cchms with clara to watch juniors' friendly. nice game. (:

eeyer, tomorrow will be a longggg day.

; a little too late . 9:30 PM

happy sweet 16 eleanor! (:

just came home. tiredd ahhh. went half an hour late for amath. after that accompanied qsha to see her. damn. she scolded me for nothing? physics was so crap. jojo was pmsing like shit. let us off half an hour late.

chionged home, bathed then went to meet rachel at east point. and i forgot to bring my ezlink. walked around and decided to get kiddy stuffs for eleanor. haha. happy colouring! ((:

was about to go eleanor's house then rachel decided to go home to get her shorts. so we cabbed to her house and back again. lost our way to eleanor's house. we walked one whole big round can. watched the ppt they did for eleanor. so nice. haha.

introduction game. was funny cos eleanor's father kept testing the guys on our names, ccas, etc. they played twisters. their positions were so funny can. joked and cut the cake. was fun.

so tired. don't feel like going tomorrow. sheesh.

i'm nothing near good.

; a little too late . 10:32 PM

haha. jiaxin's influencing me with her ZOMG. sheesh.

can't wait for tomorrow. 3 hours with slave driver and 2 hours with mad woman. sheesh. T_T

i just need one more chance
to share the sunset
our one last romance.

; a little too late . 9:23 PM

yayy. i'm a happy girl today. (: heehee.

cheerup grey!

; a little too late . 10:28 PM

thanks anqi singing buddy! and your post. (:

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Though I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you
how I want this feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won't live my life without you
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance to share the sunset
our one last romance

why do i feel so disappointed.

; a little too late . 4:39 PM

joanna and quraisha didn't come to school today. so sian. and durain didn't come in again. that's so SAD. haha. i didn't manage to buy tk doll cos i've not enough money. ):

training. szeying kaisin and sohhwee came for our training. weather was so hot today can! anyways, we can opt not to go training anymore. went bubble tea shop after training. si gay cai miao niao let us hear the indian guy singing in the end by linkin park. was so funny can! and melissa was so gay can! lol.

ohoh! i forgot to say this. jiaxin, clara, sinyi, grace and me formed the BT(banglah team) HAHA. BT YEAH BT WOO BT JIAYOU!

cheerup girl!

just trust me this once?

; a little too late . 8:47 PM

guess what she said just eats into me.
it WAS really the last one.
no more, this marks the end.
regrets;
don't make me feel worse. don't make me start regreting over that damn game again.

; a little too late . 10:17 PM

i spent 45 mins on an amath question last night, only to realise i copied the wrong question. so dumb right! kinda forgot that there's a econ test today till vyl told me in the morning. but luckily mrs chia came in today, and talked. so it was postponed. haha. and aisyah told me about durain's fling in vietnam. woots.

cabbed to ahs for finals with aisyah, yiying and shurui today. cch girls got second while cch guys got first. i'm like the only loner tkgian supporting for cch. yayy. saw lipeng there. her hair's so fun to mess with now. went home first cos of bad cramps. ):

anyway we didn't manage to get to play in the nike league. ):

is for the best same as what you want?

; a little too late . 8:16 PM

HAPPY SWEEEETIE 16 RACHELTAN! ((:

yayy. dear mdm goh is finally finally coming back tomorrow. (sense my sarcasm) school's quite erm interesting. HAHA. three days in a row already. someone's getting envious wors. HAHA. sheesh. irritating man. i just forgot to bring my notebook la. so i'm going to school early in the morning at 7 to show her my notebook. T_T and she said she don't like it when shermaine tay and i sit together for remedial. SHEESH.

training was tiring at the first part. footwork, repeated high knees 3 times? launches. it's a good thing we didn'tdo standing broad jumps. but it was replaced by 5 sets of different jump-stops and pivoting. after that was quite okay.

i feel sad for myself man. i'm going back school 4 days next week. trainings, lessons and counselling. wow. ): haha. anws, AISYAH! I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE HER THERE RIGHT?!?! can't wait to see her tomorrow man. T_T

; a little too late . 9:20 PM

fire drill is dumb. really. got a shock this morning that i'm supposed to see the counsellor. oops. haha.

went to vjc with annabel and rachel. yayy. we three got top for our heats. good job(:


it's those little things you do-
they mean everything.

; a little too late . 9:20 PM

physics is pure boredom please. cheonged ss during free period for emath. borrowed annabel's physics file. omg, susan tee just rock please. her notes are super good can. i totally malu-ed myself in front of ms wong during ss. uhhuhhh. =/ anyway, thanks for the crystalball. (:

heats. saw liying. but she left soon. was feeling so jumpy before 4X100m, and not to mention gay. heehee. i have soft hands, for a basketballer, i'm unique haha. kinda pleased with the relay. good job people. (: 4X400m. i'm sorry eleanor, kellyn and daphne. i don't think i had put in my best to run. really sorry. i'll try harder on the actual day.
200m tomorrow. my most fear event. omggg. howhow.

after running the relays, my hamstring?(thats what victoria said) very pain. thanks wee for stretching. went macs. and walk walk in pp after heats.

it ain't the run nor stress.
i ain't invisible you know.

; a little too late . 9:00 PM

happy sweet 16 chelsea!

i feel horrible and uneasy. yet i don't know why. school's starting tomorrow again. and i'm going back to school almost everyday. what's the point of holiday?

o'level is starting in october. while others start on 29 oct, mine's on 23 oct. so early. but apart from the higher chi paper, my second paper ends on 2 nov which is like 10 days away from the last one. sian.

`slow suicide.

; a little too late . 10:02 PM

happy birthday lorraine!

how far do i have to go,
how far do i need to go,
to make you understand?

; a little too late . 11:46 PM

why do you have to compare me with my senior. so what if we are both from your form class and the same team? but mind you, she's a TRIPLE SCIENCE student for god sake. of course she's smarter. so now failing test means i have to be put down by words like my senior's smart and i'm not smart at all. ha. but yet who would believe if i said i studied. i'm going score good results in the mid-year papers and show you how smart i can get huh. fuckyou.

i appreciated mr john and mrs hoy for being concern. but i certainly don't need to see the counsellor la. haha.

training cancelled. went to netball finals instead. was so exciting can. omg i don't like damai people. okay pl was worse that time. haha.

supposed to go qing's house with amelia but she pangseh-ded me. so went alone. annabel was there too. omg i hate waiting for cabs. cabbed to my house with annabel after that. then had dinner, she went off for tuition.

i really can't stand it. that's why i really hate this place.
ineedyouherewithme.

; a little too late . 9:19 PM

that dream, it seemed so real.

two free periods towards the end of the day. yayy. usual hang out at bubble tea shop with jiaxin clara and yiying.

ohoh. nicole is going shanghai for six months. so if you ever read this nicole, TAKE CARE & BON VOYAGE! ((:

; a little too late . 8:35 PM